murmured

I live because of myself
I stay because my heart want it to be

what shell I do next?
hav a trip?
waiting for un-metrical?
I eat very less very days
not in that mood and feel not good
that's why I getting thinner

why shell I waiting?
is it told mi to do so?
I cant feel I hav a great future
it's dark and hard

this time
I choose
there are choices always
just I not gonna to leave

this is a war between me and myself
I had lost myself
is time to find my soul
I need a great nice soul
that is what I had chosen..